I'm Scared.You're a drug. I can't leave you behind.You're a drug that runs its rough fingers along my collarbone,Inducing shivers and rapid, shallow breathing.You're a drug that wraps itself around meMaking me feel warm and anxious.My eyes close as you take hold of me. I fall into you.I feel the sparks your touches create on my bare skin,I feel the adrenaline rush as I feel you.I feel the heat as you feel me.Sometimes I wish you would get out of my head.Out of my system.(But then I miss you.)I can't leave you behind... Please don't leave.I'm sure you stop my breathing all togetherYou suffocate me, and I enjoy every second.My pulse skips and jumps as it tries to keep up withAll of my senses being overloaded at once.Let me hold you-Let me give up everything else.I want you to control me.And I need more of you. Please don't leave me.
What do you mean by 'death'?Just because I said I'd give my life for youIt doesn't mean I'm suicidal.(I just believe your life is worth more to the world than mine.)
StarsIf I ask you to lay with meAnd count the stars...Would it put a newSparkleIn your eyeWhere the oneI lovedUsed to be?